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The Camera is still Rolling..

Interpreting D4vd’s Birth Chart

I’ve been following this case closely, partly because my son and Celeste share the same exact birth date and year if I’m being completely honest.

That initial personal connection is what kept me engaged with this case longer than I typically would be. What continues to stand out to me is how incomplete and fragmented the public understanding still is of who he actually is as a person, at least from what is available.

If I did not know better, I would almost assume that with how calculated some of his preparations for fame appeared to be, he had people signing NDAs as far back to his childhood in New York. Im just being facetious when I make that remark because obviously, he was a child. It still is, at the same time, impossible not to notice how unusually controlled and silent everything surrounding him feels.

So much that it does look like he somehow anticipated that he would one day need that level of image protection, and long before any real spotlight was in question.

Since court proceedings have been pushed further out, the only publicly documented material being used as reference points by creators and reporters seems to be limited to the prosecution’s alleged timeline based on initial digital evidence, along with the medical examiner’s report that established cause of death and the autopsy findings.
Outside of that, what circulates is mostly Discord leaks and online threads where internet researchers continue piecing things together and speculating. There is still no single piece of evidence publicly available that, on its own, makes a conviction feel unavoidable at this stage.

I can say, however, that if it were not for the journalism of Trap Lore Ross, much of this may have gone unnoticed. Despite the scrutiny he received for his coverage of d4vd, he continued digging between court dates and venturing down rabbit holes in search of details that may have been overlooked. In doing so, he inadvertently backed what appeared to be undeniably biased moderators into a corner.
Their actions ultimately seemed to confirm much of what TLR had uncovered. The overwhelming shift in narrative following April 2026, coupled with accounts that many now recognize as being connected to d4vd’s team, became increasingly difficult to ignore. Their attempts to restrict his ability to post ultimately backfired, resulting in what felt like a small but reassuring victory for those who remain committed to #JusticeForCeleste.
It is evident that his heart is in the right place. He has remained steadfast in his belief that what happened to that little girl was unspeakable. More importantly, he appears far more invested in helping uncover the truth and pursuing justice than in profiting from the content itself.
I also recently came across the YouTube channel Rotten Mango. She does an extraordinary job presenting complex and often disturbing cases with clarity, compassion, and remarkable attention to detail. Her ability to break down complicated information into language that is accessible and understandable is impressive. You can genuinely see the emotion she carries while covering sensitive topics, which is a refreshing contrast to creators who seem more focused on sensationalism than substance.
To me, that is the difference between simply creating content and responsibly covering difficult subjects. Making money from views is one thing. Using a platform to educate, inform, and advocate while maintaining empathy is something entirely different. Rotten Mango and her team consistently demonstrate that balance by translating complicated cases into understandable narratives without losing sight of the human tragedy at the center of them.
Even without definitive clarity surrounding every aspect of the case, I did not find myself losing interest. If anything, the unanswered questions pushed my focus in an entirely different direction. The direction in which the d4vdidiots removed my post after one short hour claiming it was unrelated to the case and too long. 

Obviously, now since the few moderators that remain after TLR scared off the ones that were tasked to influence the content posted April to present, it further confitms whybmu post was taken down. Too mamy truths within one body of text that lacks too many personal views and has an overwhelmijng analysis of the birth data and planetary positioning translations and analysis that shifts the narrative back to him which they were probably given strict orders to influence via d4vds team if I was to guess.


I’m sure there will be some who view this kind of interpretation as unconventional or insufficiently supported by science to even warrant consideration. That’s perfectly fine. Everyone is entitled to their own perspective.
For me, during a time when I was wrestling with unanswered questions and searching for clarity, this interpretation offered another lens through which to examine the situation. I drafted this blog post to share that perspective with others who may also be curious about an angle that few people have explored in such depth.
Some may wonder why I would care enough about this case to invest this much time and energy into understanding someone who has no direct connection to my life, aside from the fact that my son shares a birthday with Celeste.
The answer is simple. At this point, in my 41 years of life, pattern recognition feels almost automatic. I notice inconsistencies. Disruptions. Moments when something no longer flows the way a situation normally should.
When enough of those moments begin to stack on top of one another, I pay attention. Not because I believe I have all the answers, but because experience has taught me that when something feels out of place, there is often a reason. Sometimes, the reason is obvious. Other times, it takes a willingness to look beyond the surface to find it.


There are many disturbing aspects of this case as a whole, but the detail that continues to stand out to me is the disbelief that someone his age, only one year and two days younger than my oldest daughter, could have allegedly planned and carried out something this severe against someone he outwardly appeared to care deeply about, despite the significant age difference.
You see the videos and the undeniable resemblance between Celeste and the actress cast as his love interest. You hear Celeste’s actual voice included in the interludes of one or more songs. You see release dates that appear to coincide with dates that were significant to her. Then there is the song titled “Celeste,” which is difficult to overlook as an early dedication.
When you take those facts and combine them with everything else that has surfaced, it is reasonable to assume that, at some point, there was something meaningful between the two of them. That only deepens the mystery, especially when so much of what remains appears to exist only through digital evidence.
As the prosecution continues the lengthy process of extracting and reviewing data, at what often feels like the pace of dial-up internet, the public is left with more questions than answers. With each delay and extension of the preliminary proceedings, many find themselves sitting on the edge of their seats, waiting for the pieces to finally come together.


The alleged actions that followed regarding her remains almost reflect fragmented flashes of humanity surfacing between performance and panic. Not remorse. I do not believe he suddenly began viewing her as a person in those moments. Rather, I believe she existed in his mind more as an object, a possession, something that relieved boredom and provided stimulation.
Yet there were likely moments when reality interrupted the fantasy. Moments when it finally registered that he could no longer simply send her a text message or expect a response. With that realization may have come panic, procrastination, concealment, and a series of increasingly irrational decisions.


The chainsaws. The burn cage. As gruesome as those details are, they also suggest disorganized thinking and impulsive escalation more than the narrative of a calculated mastermind. What stood out to me most was the apparent sloppiness.
The decision to order items directly to the residence, despite an obvious awareness of digital footprints, immediately raised questions for me. It points to the possibility of someone whose judgment was significantly impaired, whether by severe sleep deprivation, substance use, or some combination of both. Another possibility, of course, is that additional individuals were involved.
Extended sleep deprivation alone can distort a person’s perception of reality, heighten paranoia, impair judgment, and contribute to increasingly reckless decision making. When substances are added to that equation, the ability to assess risk can deteriorate even further. People often stop evaluating consequences the way they normally would, leading to choices that appear irrational or self-defeating in hindsight.


But the contradiction is what continues to bother me. This is someone who spent years online, building an identity through algorithms, virality, internet culture, and performance. It was someone who, by all appearances, understood how traceable digital behavior can be. A VPN does not magically erase that reality.
That is why ordering items directly to the residence, even under slightly altered names, feels either incredibly reckless or intentionally misleading. It creates a contradiction that is difficult to ignore.
Perhaps there was outside involvement. Perhaps someone else influenced or manipulated the situation. Perhaps multiple dynamics were unfolding at the same time. At this stage, those possibilities remain speculative, but the inconsistencies are what continue to draw my attention. The actions described do not neatly align with the image of someone who should have understood exactly how much of a digital trail they were leaving behind.

What stands out most to me is how little external perspective exists around someone who was essentially living online and only recently became culturally visible. Her family was nearby, she was actively being searched for, and yet there is this strange absence of consistent outside accounts that clarify who he was beneath the public persona.
The silence from people around him, friends, associates, and past connections creates a gap that is hard to reconcile with how digitally exposed his life appeared to be. It raises questions, not necessarily conclusions, about what dynamics were actually operating in that circle and why so few people have added clear, grounded context to the public narrative.


My familiarity with behavioral patterns and psychological profiling extends beyond that of the average person due to both my professional background in behavioral analysis and my academic studies in Criminal Justice Technology. As part of that coursework, I completed studies focused on the psychological aspects of criminal behavior, offender motivations, and criminal profiling.
While no one can fully understand another person’s mindset without direct evaluation and verified evidence, that background has taught me to recognize patterns, identify inconsistencies, and examine behavior through a psychological lens rather than relying solely on surface level assumptions.

During the final semester of one of those courses, we visited a Virginia state prison and sat face to face with inmates serving 30-plus year sentences. Using information gathered during those interviews, we were required to complete a multilayered criminal and psychological profile of each individual as they would have appeared prior to arrest. The assignment accounted for half of our final grade and, honestly, stayed with me long after the class ended.

So when I say I am professionally trained to read people, patterns, inconsistencies, and shifts in presentation, I mean that quite literally. The investigative part of my brain activates when details stop aligning. I start noticing little internal alarm bells when new information conflicts with the original psychological impression I formed of someone. After enough of those moments accumulate, I pay attention.

That is what happened here.

I did not initially care enough to deeply research him as a person. What caught my attention were the glitches. The inconsistencies. The details that, psychologically, did not flow together in a clean or expected way. More than most cases I have examined, this one completely disrupted the profiling algorithm in my head. The people involved felt off. My initial impressions felt off, too.

What I actually wanted to understand was something more specific. Was this an extremely immature man child who spent years fabricating identities until one finally worked? Or was this someone desperate for an entirely different life, someone shaped by rejection after being pulled out of traditional schooling, who discovered that online spaces responded to him in ways the real world never had and then built on that relentlessly?


Down to the algorithm friendly name d4vd. Down to interviews where he openly said he planned to retire after five years. To me, this never fully felt rooted in artistry. A true artist can not simply shut creativity off like a switch. That statement sounded more like image management, discipline theater, and controlled exclusivity. It creates mystique. It makes limited access to feel intentional. Even the secretive fan circles like the “4 Heads” suddenly made far more psychological sense after looking at his chart and behavioral presentation through a different lens.


Even when he appeared to align with certain criminal archetypes on paper, emotionally detached offender, narcissistic presentation, identity fragmentation, manipulative persona construction, none of the textbook profiles fully fit. He mirrored aspects of three or four different archetypes simultaneously without ever fully locking into any of them.
That was the point where I stopped doom scrolling through tabs and commentary that led nowhere. I literally closed everything on my desktop, pulled out graph paper and my astrology reference books, and approached it through an entirely different lens. Most people in criminal justice or psychology would probably roll their eyes at that because astrology lacks scientific validation within those fields. I understand that argument completely.
But once I mapped out his astrological birth chart and began examining relational and behavioral patterns as structured data rather than narrative interpretation, something interesting happened.
That last sentence naturally sets up whatever conclusion or insight you want to introduce next. The phrase “something interesting happened” creates a stronger transition and keeps readers engaged.

I was honestly baffled by how much clearer the psychological structure became to me.

Before I get into the interpretation, I wanted to say that to those who consider astrology data as mystical, I want to be clear that I do not treat astrology as a scientific measure. I am using it as a symbolic pattern mapping tool I have applied in past case studies to better understand behavioral sequencing and relational dynamics.


The last thing I want to address before breaking down his chart is something I feel is important to say.
As I began working through my interpretation, I noticed that many others exploring this case through astrology had also created synastry charts between the two of them. For those unfamiliar with the term, a synastry chart overlays the birth charts of two individuals and examines the interactions between them. Rather than focusing on either person independently, it analyzes the dynamics of the relationship itself through a third chart created from the intersections of both.
I want to be transparent about a decision I made. While I could have mapped a synastry chart between the two of them, I chose not to.
I did look at her chart separately to gain a general sense of her temperament and behavioral tendencies, but I was not comfortable framing what occurred between them as a relationship. Regardless of how mature she may have appeared for her age, she was still a child. Creating a relationship analysis, I believe, reduces a profoundly unequal dynamic into something more mutual than it was.
Some things lose important context when they are flattened into compatibility metrics and interpersonal exchanges. This is one of them.
With that said, let me show you what his chart actually says.

The Birth Chart Interpretation

Aries Sun in the 10th House

If we’re treating the chart as a symbolic pattern map, this placement immediately draws attention to themes of identity, recognition, and public visibility. The Sun represents the core self, and in Aries it seeks distinction, autonomy, and significance. Placed in the 10th House, the domain of reputation, achievement, and public standing, personal identity can become heavily intertwined with status and external recognition.

At its most imbalanced expression, this can manifest as an overidentification with image, success, and visibility. The danger is that self-worth becomes contingent upon being seen. In a traditional environment, community, peers, and real-world relationships often provide reality checks. In a digital environment driven by algorithms, follower counts, engagement metrics, and constant validation loops, those checks can become increasingly distorted. The audience becomes the mirror, and eventually, the mirror becomes the self.

One statement that stood out to me was the idea of retiring to an island after only a few years of success. Symbolically, that aligns with an Aries Sun in the 10th House. Aries is often motivated by pursuit, challenge, and conquest. The excitement lies in reaching the summit. Once the objective has been achieved, attention frequently shifts toward the next horizon. The fulfillment comes from the chase itself.

Viewed through that lens, the driving force is not necessarily the craft, the music, or even the work. It is the achievement of arrival. The destination becomes the prize, and once it has been claimed, the question becomes what remains to be conquered next.

Gemini Moon — The Compartmentalizer Goes Fully Online

If we’re looking at the chart symbolically, Gemini Moon themes often revolve around adaptability, duality, compartmentalization, and the ability to navigate multiple perspectives simultaneously. In its healthiest expression, this can create curiosity, social intelligence, and emotional flexibility. In its shadow expression, however, it can manifest as fragmentation, emotional detachment, and a tendency to separate different aspects of life into isolated compartments.
The digital world amplifies those tendencies. Online, a person is rarely required to maintain a single, consistent identity across all spaces. Different platforms invite different personas. Different audiences receive different versions of the same individual. Conversations exist in separate channels, often disconnected from one another. Body language disappears. Context disappears. Accountability becomes easier to avoid because very few people ever see the complete picture.
Viewed through that lens, a shadow Gemini Moon appears particularly well suited to an environment where identity can be endlessly edited, divided, and reconstructed. The ability to move between different roles and presentations becomes not just possible but rewarded.
What stands out to me is how limited in person socialization may have further reinforced those tendencies. Traditional social environments often provide constant feedback that encourages a more integrated sense of self. When most meaningful interactions occur through screens, those external checks become weaker. By the time he was engaging with large numbers of people, much of that interaction existed in digital spaces where identity was highly curated and adaptable, allowing him to become whatever the moment appeared to require.

Venus in Taurus — Parasocial Possession

Shadow Taurus Venus already struggles with the tendency to view people through the lens of personal needs, comfort, possession, or value rather than as fully autonomous individuals. Online interaction can amplify those tendencies dramatically. It allows for carefully curated access, controlled dynamics, and relationships that exist largely on one’s own terms. There is less exposure to the complexity and unpredictability that comes with engaging people as full, three-dimensional human beings.

Viewed through that lens, fans can gradually become less like individuals and more like extensions of an audience. Relationships risk becoming transactional, defined by what they provide rather than who the other person actually is. In its shadow expression, Taurus Venus can become highly possessive and resistant to anything that threatens its sense of control or security.

The digital environment often removes much of the natural friction that would otherwise challenge those tendencies. Boundaries become easier to blur, access becomes easier to manage, and the pushback that normally comes from real-world interactions can be significantly reduced.

Aquarius Mars

Symbolically, Aquarius Mars often acts through intellect before emotion. It tends to approach action from a position of logic, distance, objectivity, and detachment. In its healthiest expression, this can produce independence, innovation, and an ability to remain calm under pressure. In its shadow expression, however, it can create emotional disconnection and difficulty fully grasping the human impact of one’s actions.

The online environment can amplify those tendencies. When most interactions occur through screens, there is often little immediate emotional feedback. Facial expressions disappear. Physical presence disappears. The subtle social cues that help people calibrate their behavior in real time become far less visible. As a result, emotional distance can gradually become normalized rather than challenged.

Viewed through that lens, prolonged digital interaction may reinforce an already detached style of engagement. The person becomes increasingly accustomed to operating within ideas, messages, usernames, and abstractions rather than direct human experiences. Over time, that distance can become deeply ingrained.

This placement also raises an interesting question regarding public fallout and social consequences. Aquarius Mars frequently prioritizes its own internal logic, which can create a disconnect between intention and impact. When a person’s actions are judged publicly, there may be genuine confusion about why others perceive the situation differently than they do. The gap between self perception and public perception can become remarkably wide because each side is operating from entirely different frameworks.

Whether that gap is ever fully reconciled is another question entirely.

Saturn in Cancer — No Real Home Base Ever Formed


When viewed symbolically, Saturn in Cancer often points toward lessons involving belonging, emotional security, attachment, family dynamics, and interpersonal boundaries. Saturn represents areas of challenge, limitation, and development, while cancer is concerned with home, safety, nurturing, and emotional connection.
Looking at the broader context, several factors stand out. He was homeschooled, relocated from Queens to Houston, and appears to have formed much of his social identity through online communities. If we treat Saturn in Cancer as a symbolic indicator of developmental challenges around belonging and emotional grounding, those circumstances become particularly interesting. Healthy boundaries are often learned through stable, embodied relationships and consistent community experiences. When much of one’s social world exists online, those lessons can develop very differently.
From that perspective, the internet may have functioned as a substitute for community, home, and belonging. The problem is that digital spaces are largely boundaryless by design. They allow people to move fluidly between identities, groups, and relationships without many of the physical and social constraints that exist offline. For someone already struggling with themes of emotional security and belonging, that environment may reinforce confusion around where personal boundaries begin and end.
This placement is also frequently associated with deep sensitivities surrounding rejection, exclusion, and emotional vulnerability. Saturn wounds are rarely loud. They often operate beneath conscious awareness, quietly shaping expectations, defenses, and relational choices over time. Rather than announcing themselves directly, they can become the unseen architecture beneath countless decisions, influencing how a person seeks connection, responds to criticism, and protects themselves from perceived abandonment.
Whether one interprets that symbolically or psychologically, the pattern is less about dramatic emotional displays and more about longstanding insecurities that quietly shape behavior from behind the scenes.

Case Specific: How Does This Chart Handle Being Exposed?


Public Exposure and Identity Collapse
Viewed symbolically, Aries Sun in the 10th House is deeply tied to themes of reputation, visibility, achievement, and public identity. When a person’s sense of self becomes heavily invested in how they are perceived, public scandal or reputational collapse can feel like more than a professional setback. It can feel like a threat to the foundation of identity itself.
In its shadow expression, this placement may respond to such a crisis through defensiveness, denial, anger, image management, or attempts to reclaim control of the narrative. The issue is not simply embarrassment. The issue is that the public image has become intertwined with the self-concept.
At the same time, Gemini Moon introduces another layer to the picture. Symbolically, this placement is associated with adaptability, compartmentalization, and the ability to hold multiple identities or perspectives simultaneously. In its less integrated expression, those compartments can become so separate that contradictory versions of the self coexist without creating immediate internal conflict. As a result, exposure may not be experienced as the revelation of a deliberate deception. Instead, it can feel like an unfair reduction of a much more complex internal reality. The reaction often becomes, “That is not who I really am,” even when others view the exposed behavior as highly significant.
Mars in Aquarius adds a third dimension. This placement tends to process action and conflict through logic, abstraction, and emotional distance. When confronted with intense public criticism, there can be a genuine disconnect between personal intention and public reaction. The individual may struggle to fully understand why others are responding with such emotional intensity because they are evaluating the situation through a fundamentally different lens.
Taken together, these placements create a potentially volatile defensive pattern. The Aries Sun seeks to protect identity and reputation. The Gemini Moon seeks to explain, reframe, or compartmentalize. Mars in Aquarius withdraws into detachment and intellectualization.
Symbolically, the result is a cycle in which anger, rationalization, and emotional distancing can all emerge simultaneously. Whether or not those responses are conscious, they can make genuine self-examination exceptionally difficult because each part of the personality is attempting to protect itself in a different way.

What’s on his mind as he sits in jail


This is where the chart becomes particularly interesting.
Symbolically, an Aries Sun in the 10th House is often associated with a powerful drive toward visibility, recognition, reputation, and public significance. What stands out in this situation is that incarceration does not necessarily equate to obscurity. In fact, from a purely symbolic perspective, this may be the period of greatest public attention his name has ever received.
The case continues to generate discussion. His name continues to be searched. Videos, articles, commentary, and public debate continue to circulate. The algorithm has not forgotten him. Whether that attention is positive or negative is almost secondary to the larger symbolic theme. The attention itself remains.
Many observers have focused on the apparent disconnect between the allegations, the prosecution’s timeline, and the composure he appeared to maintain publicly. People keep looking for visible signs of emotional collapse, guilt, panic, or remorse and often come away puzzled when they do not find what they expected.
Looking at the chart symbolically, that reaction may have less to do with psychopathy and more to do with a recurring pattern that appears across multiple placements: compartmentalization, detachment, and an identity structure heavily invested in external validation.
Gemini Moon, in its shadow expression, can be remarkably skilled at separating different parts of life into distinct psychological compartments. It does not necessarily integrate experiences into a single, cohesive narrative. Instead, contradictory versions of the self may coexist with surprisingly little internal friction. The result can be an individual who genuinely experiences different aspects of their life as disconnected from one another.
If interpreted through that lens, public exposure may not be experienced internally the same way it is experienced by outside observers. Rather than viewing every action as part of one continuous identity, the individual may instinctively separate events into different categories, contexts, or versions of self. Accountability, therefore, feels less like a confrontation with one’s entire identity and more like an attempt to define the whole person through a single compartment.
Mars in Aquarius contributes another layer. Symbolically, it approaches conflict and consequences through detachment, logic, and intellectual distance. This placement often analyzes before it feels. As a result, emotional reactions that others expect to be immediate and visible may instead appear muted, delayed, or difficult to access.
When these themes are combined with an Aries Sun in the 10th House, an interesting possibility emerges. The public narrative itself can become part of the identity experience. Attention, discussion, visibility, and relevance remain active even when the circumstances surrounding them are overwhelmingly negative.
Whether that attention is experienced as validation, humiliation, punishment, or some mixture of all three is impossible to know from a chart alone. Astrology can not answer that question. What it can do is highlight symbolic themes that appear repeatedly throughout the chart: visibility, compartmentalization, detachment, and a profound connection between identity and public perception.
For that reason, the more compelling question may not be whether he understands what the public thinks of him. The more compelling question is whether all of these separate compartments ever become integrated into a single, unified understanding of self. Symbolically, that is the challenge this chart appears to return to again and again.

But There Was A Girl

This chart does not describe a crime.

What it appears to describe, at least symbolically, is a personality structure containing vulnerabilities that could become dangerous under the right circumstances. The placements existed from birth. The environment shaped how those placements developed. The internet rewarded traits that might otherwise have been challenged. Fame amplified needs that may have benefited from limits rather than validation.

None of that guarantees an outcome. Astrology can not predict criminal behavior, nor can it determine guilt. What it can do is reveal recurring themes, and in this chart those themes appear repeatedly: identity fragmentation, external validation, emotional detachment, compartmentalization, and an unusually strong connection between self worth and public recognition.

Yet the chart itself is not the part that lingers with me.

What lingers is that, at the center of this story, there was a young girl who is no longer here.

A girl who appears to have valued consistency, loyalty, and emotional connection. A girl who, like many young people, was navigating the complicated space between childhood and adulthood while trying to understand who she was becoming. A girl who encountered someone she believed she could trust.

Whether through charisma, familiarity, status, attention, or some combination of all four, that trust was established over time. Trust rarely arrives all at once. It is built gradually through repeated interactions that create a sense of safety.

What makes cases like this so unsettling is that vulnerability does not require naivety. A person can be intelligent, observant, cautious, and still place trust in the wrong individual. Those realities are not mutually exclusive.

Looking back, it is tempting to search for warning signs that seem obvious in hindsight. The inconsistencies. The contradictions. The moments that, with the benefit of distance, appear significant. But hindsight often creates an illusion of inevitability that did not exist in real time.

The most haunting aspect of this chart is not what it may suggest about him. It is what it could never reveal about her future.

Because no symbolic system, psychological profile, or behavioral analysis can fully account for the countless choices people make once life begins unfolding. Charts can describe tendencies. They can not predict outcomes. They can highlight vulnerabilities. They can not determine destiny.

If there is a lesson here, it is not that the map was hiding the answer all along.

It is that no map, no matter how detailed, can fully protect us from the consequences of human choices.

And sometimes the tragedy is not that the signs were missed.

It is that someone who deserved the chance to grow up never got the opportunity to do so.